so i'm officially out of your life, huh?

i always wanted us to be cool... to be the best friends i know we could be... and if not, i wanted to be the one strong enough to walk away. the one who was right all along and got the last laugh. now i just feel stupid and from hundreds of miles away, you still have the ability to ruin my day without saying a word. i'd love to hate you but i'm not that low of a person. try as you may but i'm keeping my stand and i'm only gonna let God judge me for the mistakes i've made. 26 days away from another reminder of all the joy and all the pain. the holidays always suck now but luckily i know my life is better inspite of it.